RAINY COLD NIGHT

It is now rainy and very cold outside,missing you in such a sleepless solitude tonight,and never mind whether you are aware of that or not! Never mind what will happen tomorrow,just thinking of you on a long long journey .In addition,do you know that more and more yearning assembled to my heart each day without your sigh.
Do you know that sometimes I am scared of you.Do you know that I am eager to be the girl whom you can’t take your pretty eyes away from. And I don’t wanna be so shy,every time that I am alone I wonder why,hope that you will wait for me ,and you will see that you are the only one for me !you know that is true.But everytime you come to close,I move away all because of my lack of confidence. because of you ,I forget the smart way to lie ;because of you I hide in the crowded street to cry,when the friends are gone,when the work is over,I am running out of reasons to grieve.The fact is that I expect your hug heavily.Look into my eyes,you will see that you are everything. I wanna believe everything that you say, because it sounds so good.you know all I really want is to hold you tight,treat you right ,be with you day and night. You know with you by my side,the tears tastes sweet.And you own the place,Where all my thoughts go hiding!Hope that's an endless story !
Unfortunately,I encountered with some trouble which confessedly instituted the grief and indignity, I should have known all along There was something wrong ,I just never read between the lines ,Then I woke up one day,everything has gone!I was so dismayed that nobody could convince me. But tell me if there's a way to bring to retrieval , what can I do to make it up, I don’t know how to meet the need! All I need is time,of course I comprehend the meaning of the proverb:no pain,no gain.so I never give up. so baby tell me that it’s worth to try,it’s worth to fight. Don't get me wrong ,so don’t be solicitous about me!
At this time ,I don’t know where you are ,what you aredoing,when youwill be back home.make sure you are all right.please don’t be addicted in the drink again,you know that is harmful for your heath,the most important reason is that I need your accompany for a long long time.hope everything goes well with you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

Today is my birthday,no cheer,no gladness,for somehow,I am immersed in some disappointment and desolation instead of the celebration.In spite of that ,I bless for myself sincerely:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,DUODUO!CHEER UP,YOU CAN MAKE IT!Have you forgot the proverb embalmed in your heart:”If you work with a strong mind ,you will overcome any difficulty however hard it is .”and never give up!All the sentences are known well for me ,but all are meaningless at this moment.
I don’t know how to express my deep sorriness,while every one don’t care.
Perhaps that is another chance ,nothing is eternal and nothing can last for ever!anyone who can tell me if it is the very time I should leave,or keep back as usual.no responses!Only a voice beside the ear: just do it!!!!yes ,just do it !I can make it !nothing is difficult if you has a hope.the confidence is so important for me not only at this time.but also in my whole life!
My younger brother wished me a greeting this morning ,following my good friend’s wish ,my parents paid the attention for my birthday,those were so gratifying, I am content with my lot!
Unforgiveable sinner!!!!
Maybe the curse come true!I am so so tired!where is the freedom ? how to retrieve ? when will the hatred end?and Who will die with a grievance at last?nobody can explain,the grief broke down my heart!
Everything in my eyes is nothing!

My first essay in English

As a college student again,I Started my English learning journey in southeast university from now on.the day is so memorable that I was so excited when I received the admission notice though it is only the form of adult college entrance examination! on the sight of the magnificent portico,I get off my bike ,if not,I will be kept off the permission ,and that is all in my imagination!

everybody is full of young spirity ,we make friends with each other ,alse make a self introduction,such as what is your name ,what is your job ,why do you choose this subject here, and so on. the teacher in charge of our class is such a good-tempered old thin man with a myopia eyeglass as well as a likable smile always on his face.

to my surprise, I was appointed to be the monitor,supervising some trivial matters ,for example,rectified courses,the date of examination,an important conference,there is no interest ,no benefit for me ,just service the classmates. To be more confident,I accept the the positon ,I think it will enrich my life regardless of the hardness.
It will also bring honor to me and to my study.To make all the thing goes successful,a lot of work needs to be done and I will be too gald to do something for my class when it need me. although I may have to miss some important things ,I am sure that I can make up for the lost time with my classmates’s help.
Meanwhile, I believe the voluntary work will enable me to put into practice what I have learned at college. I believe too that I will be able to learn much new information,which I cannot learn from books.and moreover,the volunteer work will broaden my horizen and keep me up to date with English learning developing steps.
may be at the very start it is enjoyable ,I am certain of that will be boring and dry from day to day.The first class has been went away,and everything went well,everybody was happy and untrolled of course.of course ,we will keep to some rules:we had better not be so later,keep silent when the teacher is explaining,make a leave if absent . I believe I will be a qualified volunteer.
So this is my first essay in English as a diary in my own blog, describing some deep sensation here ,alse make a large number of mistakes for the first time!
Only make a try ,make a wish ,in spite of the result,lose your face is the recipe of English learning .
Ok,now below show some private cases that own to my territory,everybody has no permission to review except receive my agreement. I havn’t got a clue about the secret,so I will open it out next time,of course ,only a riddle,just as the sweet call named by my itimate mavourneen!!!!

开学了

今天就要开始学生生涯了!
这是个漫长而艰苦的活儿!
曾经的象牙塔是被坐穿的!
现在的雷峰塔是要做穿的!
肩膀多少会有点沉重!
日子多少会有点繁冗!
不知道什么时候可以拿下本本!
更不知道什么时候可以用它来兑换MONEY!
然后丰衣足食,幸福美满!
只能说一句,
全力以赴吧!

冷雨夜

又是同样的梦,
夜半醒来,
一阵惊悸,
思绪浑沌......
昏黄的灯光,

夹杂着股股阴湿,

透过窗子罩进来!

睁着眼睛
视线定格,

听风沙沙作响,

雨潇潇打窗!

等---天亮!

努力记一些开心的事,
夜熬起来不会那么漫长!

云遮雾罩的天气!
让头脑也变得钝僵,

越是搜索越是泛白!
干脆格式化,什么都不再想,

任眼睛疲惫,

睁一会,闭一会,

聆听自己的心跳!

有那么一刻钟,

恍又入梦,

几场绵柔的情境,

几道蓬勃的快乐!

几份鲜活的希望!

若神来之笔,

注入几声格格的笑!

终打破了静默!

原来快乐和悲伤一样,都不会长久!

但是快乐的念头却汹涌而至了!

回忆是富足的,却因着久远,

模糊的拼不完整,

关于曾经的淑女!

会把裙子往腿边一绑,

便跃上高高的架子,

翻窗拿钥匙!

关于曾经的"兄弟",

为一帅哥哭的一脸鼻涕!

关于曾经的念叨的君子,

眼睛高傲的挂在脑门上,

那咄咄逼人的气势,

彻底将我们压倒!

...... ......

有车驶过,辗着雨水,
在夜风里穿梭!
回忆顿住,有点疲倦!

收拾下破败的亢奋的情绪,

在这个安静潮湿的夜里,

适合念一个人,

换个想他的姿势,

或许可以,

可以好好的,沉沉的睡去!

闭上眼睛,把手放在胸口,

想象一片美好的蓝图:

蓝天,白云,宁静的海!

立春了

立春了,乍暖还寒!

万物复苏,一切静好!

润雨飘落,细无声!
晚风抚柳,绣上一抹抹鹅黄的新绿!
秦淮河张开,一路清澈汩汩流淌!
从冬眠中醒来,
视线拓宽,思绪清明,
释怀吧,所有的忧怨,
随冰雪一起融化!
抛开过往,
给所有蛊惑打个结,
随那个寒冷的季节一起沉淀!
一直都明白,只是自己把自己劝!
时间不等待,岁月不留人!
东风刮过多少遍,
心就苍凉多少年!
而今,春来到,风依然,
贴过脸颊,是暖的,
愚善且温和的!
多少个黑白的日子,
只差一转念,
早该翻过去了!
新的一页打开!
从未有过的明朗坦荡!
洗亮眼睛,
轻松启程!
明天不再无助和卑微,
昂首挺胸,大踏步!
每一步都和着开心的节拍!
春意盎然,
应该是五颜六色的!
那一种翠绿欲滴的思念,

正在拔芽,抽穗!

只留给爱自己的人吧!
才最值得!

A STRANGE E-MAIL

From Mrs Naomi Solomon
No[204 Rue Des Martyrs Cocody
Abidjan, Cote d'Ivoire

ATTN:

DEAREST ONE OF GOD

I am the above named person from Kuwait . I am married to Mr Anthony Solomon who worked with Kuwait embassy in Ivory Coast for nine years before he died in the year 2004. We were married for eleven years without a child. He died after a brief illness that lasted for only four days.

Before his death we were both born again Christian. Since his death I decided not to remarry or get a child outside my matrimonial home which the Bible is against. When my late husband was alive he deposited the sum of $2. 5 Million (Two Million Five Hundred U.S. Dollars) in the bank here in Abidjan in suspense account.

Presently, the fund is still with the bank. Recently, my Doctor told me that i have serious sickness which is cancer problem. The one that disturbs me most is my stroke sickness. Having known my condition I decided to donate this fund to a church or individual that will utilize this money the way I am going to instruct herein. I want a church that will use this fund for orphanages, widows, propagating the word of God and to endeavour that the house of God is maintained.

The Bible made us to understand that blessed is the hand that giveth. I took this decision because I dont have any child that will inherit this money and my husband relatives are not Christians and I dont want my husband efforts to be used by unbelievers. I dont want a situation where this money will be used in an ungodly way. This is why I am taking this decision. I am not afraid of death hence i know where I am going. I know that I am going to be in the bosom of the Lord. Exodus 14 VS 14 says that the Lord will fight my case and I shall hold my peace.

I don't need any telephone communication in this regard because of my health hence the presence of my husband relatives is around me always I don't want them to know about this development. With God all things are possible. As soon as I receive your reply I shall give you the contact of the bank here in Abidjan . I want you and the church to always pray for me because the Lord is my shepherd. My happiness is that I lived a life of a worthy Christian. Whoever that wants to serve the Lord must serve him in spirit and Truth. Please always be prayerful all through your life.

Contact me on the above e-mail address for more information, any delay in your reply will give me room in sourcing another church or individual for this same purpose. Please assure me that you will act accordingly as I Stated herein. Hoping to receive your
reply.

Remain blessed in the Lord.
Yours in Christ,
Mrs naomi solomon

Inadvertently encountered with such an strange e-mail in my trash this morning,and it is absolutely impossible that such an wonderful thing occurred to me! Am I luck or It is only a fraud?Colleagues suggested that I should not easily believe that absurd thing!
ok,Learn a little smarter now!!!

幸福的味道

准备了几天的话吐在舌尖,
却绕了个弯折回去,
只含羞成一圈圈傻傻的笑!

想给怀抱撒个野,
身体却厚重的提不起来,
只得重又缩回去,
正襟危坐!

一边拨弄手机,一边默默打气!
抬眼却正对上你的视线,
兀自犹豫,竟乱了手脚!
守着一杯冷茶,
仔细挑着里面的玫瑰花!

说着不着边际的话,
一旁却偷偷专注着你的变化,
这该死的困窘!
吓,全都攥成了手心的汗!

倒茶,撒了桌子,
当时在看什么呢?
只小心翼翼的抚弄!
又被你扑捉到了!
糗啊!你还笑?

一个肯定的眼神!

一个结实的拥抱!

手心的汗蒸发了!

却又开始自嘲了!

起身,出外,满心的欢快!
就这样牵着手走在马路上,
湿淋淋的小雨也会撒满了阳光!