HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

Today is my birthday,no cheer,no gladness,for somehow,I am immersed in some disappointment and desolation instead of the celebration.In spite of that ,I bless for myself sincerely:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,DUODUO!CHEER UP,YOU CAN MAKE IT!Have you forgot the proverb embalmed in your heart:”If you work with a strong mind ,you will overcome any difficulty however hard it is .”and never give up!All the sentences are known well for me ,but all are meaningless at this moment.
I don’t know how to express my deep sorriness,while every one don’t care.
Perhaps that is another chance ,nothing is eternal and nothing can last for ever!anyone who can tell me if it is the very time I should leave,or keep back as usual.no responses!Only a voice beside the ear: just do it!!!!yes ,just do it !I can make it !nothing is difficult if you has a hope.the confidence is so important for me not only at this time.but also in my whole life!
My younger brother wished me a greeting this morning ,following my good friend’s wish ,my parents paid the attention for my birthday,those were so gratifying, I am content with my lot!
Unforgiveable sinner!!!!
Maybe the curse come true!I am so so tired!where is the freedom ? how to retrieve ? when will the hatred end?and Who will die with a grievance at last?nobody can explain,the grief broke down my heart!
Everything in my eyes is nothing!